POETRY THAT COMES FROM THE HEART AND SOUL: 2015-03-08

Saturday 14 March 2015

LIVING IN THE MOMENT

All I want to do is live for these moments

Never wanting to be away from you

When all I want is a friend and not a lover

Under the covers

I just need time to recover

Recover, recover

From all the pain and hurt

Not wearing your shirt

All I need is just a friend

To the bitter end

A friend who’d understand

A side of me that’ll be known

A friend that’ll never be outgrown

A lover is not what I need right now!

Oh for crying out loud!

Why won’t they listen?

They can keep the moonlight

The stars shining so bright

The kisses

The missives

The messages

Just won’t change my mind

The creeping, crawling

Trawling for their lover

The thrill has gone

Gone, gone!

You just wanted to see what you wanted

Not what is for real!

So tell me why you are so afraid

Afraid of that heavenly touch

Touches so surreal

But you didn’t want real!

You just needed a lover

Under your covers

But I’ll find a way to heal

But not at your heels

Just tell me why you are so, so afraid?

Yet you’ll always swim for the safe

Shoreline

A shoreline so safe and secure

I thought I would hold that dream

But you changed it to your tune

Not to our tune!

Now is the time to heal

Heal, heal

It would help me to know?

Was I the best you have ever known?

Oh this crazy battlefield

A war zone

With neither in the same tone

19^th November 2014

Friday 13 March 2015

I'M A WOMAN

I’M A WOMAN!

A woman that needs to be touched

A woman that needs to be loved so much

This woman needs to be needed

This woman needs YOU to feel this heart beating

Beating for YOU

Pulsating, thudding, thumping

This heart is crying out for YOU

My hands feel tied!

I want, need you to need me!

Is this going to take a miracle?

I’m a woman with a heart

I don’t want to be just your woman!

I want to hear what you feel

Need to know how you feel

Are we for real?

My heart has never had a hero!

It has always been a zero

I keep trying to hide how I feel

I keep saying “it is too soon”

I’m a woman who deserves your all

I’m a woman who knows what she wants

I’m a woman who knows what she needs

There is no other woman like me!

There is no other woman who feels like me!

So much desiring you, yet adoring you all the more

I love your touching me

Those tingles, those shudders all down my spine

Divine!

That drives me wild for more and more

Leaving me feeling sensual, sexual

Oh what a pair!

And we stare and stare!

Knowing we are both

TOTAL

Hopeless romantics

Without a care

1^st October 2014

Wednesday 11 March 2015

HOW CAN I PRETEND

That these feelings are not real?

This closeness, this desire

Right here before my eyes

Looking into your eyes

The answers are all there

A burning fire, burning so hot

Raging passions

Heightened by your touch

Oh such bodies rush so lush

Gently seeking, gently caressing

Gently engulfing to be engulfed

Consume to be consumed

Wrapped up in those arms of yours

Wanting more and more of this body

Softly whispering

I want you, need you

Still looking into each other’s eyes

Deep, deep, deep oh so deep

Flesh on flesh

Oh the body heat

23^rd July 2014

Tuesday 10 March 2015

IT WAS JUST A FIREY PASSION

Nothing more

And

Nothing less

Just two friends

Meeting at weekends

A lovers tryst

Some may call

A tete-a-tete

But was it just two lovers

That should not be?

Trying to capture some semblance

Of being happy

Their bored, sad existences

Their bored sad partners

But when they are together

The world does not exist

It’s their lovers tryst

Swimming in the same oceans

Swimming in the same potions

Devouring

Consuming

Each other’s overwhelming urges

Consuming each other’s passions

A passion so fiery and mighty

Hunger for each other

A hunger that needs to last

A hunger that they both grasp

Gasp!

Leaving each other breathless

Their bodies entwined

In a sea of ecstasy

The rippling waves

Rippling through each other’s bodies

Heightened

Heightening

Orgasmic orgasms

They are together

Together as one

Two hearts beating as one

Two hearts racing

Two bodies racing

Two bodies as one

Two bodies caressing together sweetly

In a rhythmic flow

Clutching each other

Not wanting to let go

Their bodies sweat

Tasting each other’s sweetness

She’s pulling him closer

Wanting more and more

More of his caresses

More of his kisses

His ecstasy

He holds her so that she does not drown

He wants more and more of her

More of her caresses

More of her kisses

Her ecstasy

Neither wanting to leave

Both clinging to each other

Never wanting this to end

This weekend or any other weekend

Their thoughts carry them to a better day

A day that they will be together forever

Not just at the weekends

A tete-a-tete

Or an illicit weekend

A complete wholeness

With their fiery passions

And love for each other

13^th November 2014

just for you JK

Monday 9 March 2015

DO WE STAND AND WATCH?

At this very moment

Here I stand looking downwards

Not looking up or sideways

These emotions

These feelings

Garbled

Jumbled

Muddled

I do not know what to think

Or believe right now!

Part of me feels guilty

I can and do not want to face this guilt

All in the same breath

Same thought and thoughts

It makes me feel I cannot face you

Guilty, guilty feelings

Shame, shame on me

I see that look on your face

Thoughtful

Pensive

A look of contemplation

Are you feeling and sensing my thoughts?

I so want, need to change this feeling

A world gone mad, insanely mad

It tortures

It torments

It never surrenders

There is no peace, maybe some kind of peace

Is there in the distance

A vision

A glimmer of hope

I hope

But can it be real?

Surreal

It just feels weird

Odd, dreamlike

But it carries hope

So maybe this is not so bizarre

By far

Maybe I should face you

Look at you differently

From before

Should never be judgemental

Hypercritical

Critical

It serves no purpose

Listening to others

Instead of my own feelings that resides

Inside

9^th March 2015