Friday 22 March 2024

WHO WANTS TO KNOW #1 (From my life story)

 

Who wants to know an individual who had incriminated himself (by saying his own personal name) by implying that all mothers were having sexual relationships with their own children (incestuous) in a very large public domain.  Not I

So why should I have been personally accused, blamed and severally punished by three individuals* (One of the three was not my biological mother who used to use a whip as punishment on me and it was never ever treated by professionals) the other two (father and son) were also not biologically related to myself either.

When in actual fact I was not physically there at that time and place in West Germany. I was in Egypt being sold (child-trafficking – sexual exploitation from the age of three (3) years (1955-1974) nineteen (19) years of my life in total.

The three individual unwarranted consequences for accusing, blaming and severally punishing me as a very young female was unfounded where they had NO solid base with the truth, when one of the three was the perpetrator who had incriminated himself by putting it out into the public domain initially

 

= x3 illegal unjustifiably individual unwarranted consequences when they had no legal right to accuse, blame or punish me severally in the first place when there was a legal document stating two other names on it (further enlightenment on the legal document coming soon). Illegal documents with a different name for me were used so that I could not be traced with my legal name.

 

*Perpetrators biological father

Perpetrators biological mother

Perpetrator their own biological son

 

WHO DEFENDS

An individual who had incriminated himself (by saying his own personal name) by implying that all mothers were having sexual relationships with their own children and their extended families children in the public domain NOT I

So why should I have been personally accused, blamed and severally punished by three individuals who were NOT biologically connected (one of the three was not my biological mother who used a whip and a leather belt as punishment) which has never ever been treated by medical professionals. The other two, father and son were not biologically related to me either. My own biological family were and are in the North-West of England (Liverpool) my birth home – not the South-West of England or the Midlands. It’s basically called ‘Displaced from my very own roots, where I never ever had a ‘fixed abode until now where I currently reside (smiles)

When in actual fact I was not physically there at that time and place in West Germany, I was actually physically in Egypt being sold (child trafficking – sexual exploitation with the family from the Midlands

There were two families that were biologically connected, yet in very big different ways

1x huge family from Devon

1 x family from the Midlands

It was the Midlands family that were selling me illegally from the start

 

WHO GAVE A DAMN

When an individual who had incriminated himself by implying that all mothers were having sexual relationships with their children and their extended families children in the public domain

He didn’t give a damn and nor did his own biological parents

The three individual unwarranted consequences for accusing, blaming and severally punishing me as a very young female was totally unfounded, when it was one of the three (perpetrator) who had incriminated himself by putting it out into the public domain initially.

Really! Excuse me! When did I develop a male voice? And all three knew I had a profound speech stammer (barely speak 2 words and I was using pen and paper to communicate) which the never provided = denied another way to communicate)

 

I WAS STOOD ACCUSED

 

I was unjustly accused, blamed and severally punished by three individuals that I personally put out into the public domain implying that I had personally said that all mothers were having sexual relationships with their own children and their own extended families children (incestuous mothers),

So why should I have been personally accused, blamed and severally punished by three individuals and not of it ever, ever treated by any medical professionals it was always ‘rogue nurses and doctors’ all illegally paid. And these individuals were NOT my biological family, my own biological family are in the North-West of England, yep Liverpool lass kidnapped from her own biological mother illegally and I was only six (6) weeks old a very tiny, tiny child and was placed into the hands of two other people “until it was time” that was the perpetrators biological father words.

The three individual unwarranted consequences for accusing, blaming and severally punishing me was totally unfounded when it was one of the three individuals (perpetrator) who himself put it out into the public domain initially.

The aftermath of his own sons doing in West Germany and at that time I was being sold in Egypt is what happened next

The perpetrator (son) had to pay fifty-two (52) people individually £2million each out of illicit means from child-trafficking – sexual exploitation to keep it out of Courtrooms and keep his own nose clean, which in total cost the perpetrator £104 million pounds. And thereafter the cost of selling children and I went through the roof so that the perpetrator could recoup what the perpetrator had to pay to keep his nose clean

Basically his own fathers words is

“There is more money in gang rapes” than an individual payment per child

Gang rape per individual pay £1million pounds for one child

Gang rape per individual was £1.75 million pounds, now times that by eight (8) on one child = £14,000,000 million pounds in their illicit bank accounts

So,

Ten (10) people (adults) times that by 10 = £17, 5000,000 million pounds

Plus Eight people (adults) on 1 child = £17, 5000,000 = £14,000,000

£17,500,000 + £14,000,000 = £31,000,000      - 18 children earned the perpetrator

£14,000,000 x 10 = £144,000,000 is what he made - £104,000,000 paid to keep his nose clean = £40,000,000 profit

 

And that does not include the £17,500,000 figures on the other children that was being sold

THIS IS FAC T NOT FICTION

These gang rapes have cost children’s lives globally


(c) Teresa Helen Joseph-Nelson

Friday 22nd March 2024

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Wednesday 7 February 2024

WHO GAVE A DAMN #2

Who gave a damn from the age of 3 years of age to 1974 where i was being 'GANG' RAPED! and there was more MONEY in it than a single punter,

£30,000 per punter times that by 5 punters equal £150,000

I have seriously lost count 

it was relentless, tortuous 

Then they'd patch me up from the injuries with rogue doctors and nurses (illegal payments) as nothing was EVER professionally medically recorded for the next lot of punters here in the UK and Overseas 






Monday 5 February 2024

Who Gave A Damn


 Who gave a damn when I was in the baggage hold of an aircraft

In a metal and wooden crate with just one small hole to breathe through

No food or water 💦 

I was bound, gagged and totally naked to be sold Overseas as a child and a young woman

NO ONE GAVE A DAMN ABOUT MY WELFARE OR SAFETY 

Sunday 26 November 2023

Being Sold as a child

 Well here goes out in the open

The non-fiction book which I am writing about is being SOLD from 1955-1974

19 years of of my life

The below photo is the little girl who was being sold for money 

Here are just a few of the places where I was being sold

Hong Kong

Thailand

Russia

New York

Mexico

Venezuela

Egypt

Saudi Arabia



Thursday 12 May 2022

A-Z OF A NARCISSITIC PERSONALITY

 

A – Z OF A NARCISSITIC PERSONALITY

You might need a dictionary to hand

 

So much lost v yet so much to gain

A soul that needed destroying

A soul that held on so tight

A human being to be destroyed

A human being held, hung in there

 

Yet why the grief/loss

Yet why the anger

You know why

You know who

 

A world of silence, silenced

A world of anger

A world of rages

Was it worth it?

You know why

You know who

 

ABUSIVENESS

Their abusive despair, despairing

Their actions

Their traits

Their instincts

Yours not mine

I know who

 

BRASHNESS

Their arrogance

Their boastfulness

Their rudeness

Their impudence

Their bumptious

Their egotistical, full of themselves

Yours not mine

I know who

 

CARICATURE

Their reflection

Their balefulness

Their banality

Yours not mine

I know who

 

THEY BLIEVE IN

Their right

They believe no one matters

No one is right

They’ll override our being

Yours not mine

I’m still standing strong

 

DESPAIR

Their despairing

Not mine

Why despair

I’m still standing

I’m still alive

Yours not mine

You know who you are

She knows too much

She’s learnt a lot

 

FRUSTRATIONS

Yours not mine

I know who

 

GRATIFICATION

Yours not mine

I know who

 

HATRED

Yours not mine

I know who

 

IMPUDENCE

Yours not mine

I know who

 

JUSTIFICATION, JUSTIFIED

Yours not mine

I know who

 

KEENESS

Yours not mine

I know who

 

LEGITIMISE

Yours not mine

I know who

 

MONOPOLISATION

Yours not mine

I know who

 

NOTHINGNESS

Yours not mine

I know who

 

OBLIQUE

Yours not mine

I know who

 

PROFLIGATE

Yours not mine

I know who

 

QUARRELSOME

Yours not mine

I know who

 

REPUGNANT

Yours not mine

I know who

 

SELF-RIGHTEOUS

Yours not mine

I know who

 

TREACHEROUS, TREACHERY

Yours not mine

I know who

 

UNABASHED

Yours not mine

I know who

 

VILIFICATION

Yours not mine

I know who

 

WRETCHEDNESS

Yours not mine

I know who

 

XENOPHOBIA

Yours not mine

I know who

 

YAHOO

Yours not mine

I know who

 

ZEALOT

Yours not mine

I know who

 

 

© Teresa Helen Joseph-Nelson

12th May 2022

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Saturday 12 March 2022

LOYALTIES (THE GAME CHANGER)

 

 

LOYALTIES

(The Game Changer constantly)

 

The good, the bad and the ugly

The same people, different but different ways of their own loyalty

Loyalty = Narcissistic Personality

Loyalties = Narcs

Keeping loyal to their own agenda(s) and watch out if you catch them out!

 

They loathe it!

You’ll pay for it!

They are on a mission

They will use any of their tactics within their POWER to keep you LOYAL, their astute, they are not thick or stupid, they are intelligent

 

There are no class distinctions with a narcissistic personality

It’s right across the board

Rich or poor

Even to the colour of their skins

Eyes colour or shape

It makes no difference

Gender, male, female LGBT

Religion

Language (Global)

Makes no difference

 

LOYALTY

They are on a mission

If you haven’t guessed their GAME

 

They have no loyalties to anyone (emotionless) only to themselves

Self-importance

Superiority

Power

Rendering their target POWERLESS (they’ve won)

 

Remember that word LOYALTY

It will use its powers of persuasion (don’t forget they’re on a mission

Narc Tactics

They’ve got every weapon at their disposal

WARFARE

 

They’re charmers, harmers, Pathological abusers

Remember we’re only just their

Puppets

Muppets

Playthings

Toys

That is disposable when they’ve had enough of their source

DISCARDED

IT’S GLOBAL

IT’S HERE IN MY COMMUNITY

IT’S NATIONAL

IT’S THE BRITISH ISLES

IT’S APALLING

 

They cannot disguise it!

Physically, verbally, their voices, facial and body language

It’s right across their board and remit

They know when to do the GAME CHANGER

 

Here is an episode of a Narc whilst I was out for the day, just minding my own business (Yet my real hobby is people watching). Bag of chips (English) cup of coffee with a dollop of cappuccino ice cream in my coffee

 

LOYALTY

A family out on a day trip

I’m in possession of my favourite drink and food

So picture this scene

I sit myself down on my favourite spot and off I go on my usual ‘people watching’

Then noticing a family of 5, father, mother and 3 little girls

It was his face, his eyes (venomous)

“Oh hell I’ve seen this before, hell I know this”

He was right on it!

Venom from his mouth,

Downing his whole family publicly, humiliation.

People are watching, listening in aghast. He’s threatening with his fist clenched public!

I knew then that he was a malignant (abusive) Narc; I could see it in his children’s faces and his wife’s as well

It should have been reported to the Police,  people were too scared to get involved

That was child abuse

Children crying and sobbing

Trembling

He’s got them

 

LOYALTY?

Loyal to them, to destroy what is good

 

DISLOYALTY

Cowardice = cowardly

Emotionless

 

If you are in the act of warfare which they are, that does not fit in their remit/brief

Cowardly act, deed, verbal

No conscious that’s their brief

Visual

Body, language, voice and eyes

Their brief,

No shame or guilt

 

LOYAL?

Jealousy that the family was having a wonderful time out with their buckets and spades

Loyal only to themselves

NO ONE ELSE

SEEK AND DESTRY

FOUL MEANS WITH EVERYTHING AT THEIR DISPOSAL

Their weapons of Warfare

Abeit it be

Words, actions, their eyes

Flying monkeys

 

I’ve seen it too often from my childhood to the present day,

“Satisfied, sneering looks and I’ve got you

Seriously this lady knows all about it, she grew up with 2 Narc (I was adopted) parents (or so called) and 5 of their siblings and they are all Narcs. That also included 2 ex-husbands as well

WISE?   Them or us?

 

Loyalty?

True loyalty

We know the difference

We are the wise ones

 

The world needs to know

The world is going to know

The story continues and will continue till the end

You can’t kill the TRUTH

 

© Teresa Helen Joseph-Nelson

10th March 2022

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Friday 10 December 2021

WHICHEVER PATH YOU CHOOSE

WHICHEVER PATH YOU CHOOSE

Win or lose

The choices are in abundance

There is a path that is happy, sad and glad

But hey the sun is shining, there is no whining

Its rays spreading outwards and inwards

Which path to choose

Left

 Right

Or

  Center

There are chances to take and make

These are roads less travelled

There are tracks on the paths

Where travelers have ridden and trodden

But which is the true path that leads to which way you want to go?

That is surely up to you!

Questions and more questions

Deliberating, reflecting, considering, pondering

But the more we stand and look down those paths

Surely we are missing the point?

Surely we are missing an opportunity?

Is the grass greener on the other side?

No, no it’s fake

Fake as hell!

They can keep their hell

Their falsehoods

Hoodwinks

Lies, I so despise

Their poking their noses in

Finding your deepest darkest of secrets

Failures, failures

Fissures

Cracks, crevices

And a fractured mind

Whoa!

Yes they’ll find it all out

Whether or not you have dug it so deep

They’ll find it all out and use it against you

Believe me

I’ve experienced it fully!

Their Narcissism just to get a story

Their lying, cheating ways

Then you see it all in

Blacks and white

Making you to be the bad person that you are not

“Frantic, irrational, neurotic and emotional”

(F.I.N.E)

As they put it in Counseling terms

Oh and not forgetting their heaps of jealousy

They don’t like others from Social Housing to be successful

I’m proud of my roots

It’s where I came from

Standing tall and proud of my achievements

It’s all about them, them and more them

Just to line their wallets and pockets

They are devious!

They’ll find a way into your own home

Illegally!

Trust me, believe me

They’ll do anything

They’ll stop at nothing

 

I’ve tasted that life and it’s not for me

The whistles and bells

That ring in success

Success is a mere fantasy

It’s been all about the extreme slogging away

Plodding away

Slamming away

To me there is no reality

Pomp and ceremonies

Glitz and glam

A sham!

The bright lights of success do not entice me

The walking that damn red carpet

The blinding camera lights

The pose here and there

Do they care?

Nope just a momentary headline

Hitting the news and magazines

Nope not for me at all!

Are those golden rays a pot of gold unsoiled, unspoilt?

We can never tell unless we travel those paths

© Teresa Helen Joseph-Nelson

Friday 10th December 2021

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