A-Z OF A NARCISSITIC PERSONALITY

 

A – Z OF A NARCISSITIC PERSONALITY

You might need a dictionary to hand

 

So much lost v yet so much to gain

A soul that needed destroying

A soul that held on so tight

A human being to be destroyed

A human being held, hung in there

 

Yet why the grief/loss

Yet why the anger

You know why

You know who

 

A world of silence, silenced

A world of anger

A world of rages

Was it worth it?

You know why

You know who

 

ABUSIVENESS

Their abusive despair, despairing

Their actions

Their traits

Their instincts

Yours not mine

I know who

 

BRASHNESS

Their arrogance

Their boastfulness

Their rudeness

Their impudence

Their bumptious

Their egotistical, full of themselves

Yours not mine

I know who

 

CARICATURE

Their reflection

Their balefulness

Their banality

Yours not mine

I know who

 

THEY BLIEVE IN

Their right

They believe no one matters

No one is right

They’ll override our being

Yours not mine

I’m still standing strong

 

DESPAIR

Their despairing

Not mine

Why despair

I’m still standing

I’m still alive

Yours not mine

You know who you are

She knows too much

She’s learnt a lot

 

FRUSTRATIONS

Yours not mine

I know who

 

GRATIFICATION

Yours not mine

I know who

 

HATRED

Yours not mine

I know who

 

IMPUDENCE

Yours not mine

I know who

 

JUSTIFICATION, JUSTIFIED

Yours not mine

I know who

 

KEENESS

Yours not mine

I know who

 

LEGITIMISE

Yours not mine

I know who

 

MONOPOLISATION

Yours not mine

I know who

 

NOTHINGNESS

Yours not mine

I know who

 

OBLIQUE

Yours not mine

I know who

 

PROFLIGATE

Yours not mine

I know who

 

QUARRELSOME

Yours not mine

I know who

 

REPUGNANT

Yours not mine

I know who

 

SELF-RIGHTEOUS

Yours not mine

I know who

 

TREACHEROUS, TREACHERY

Yours not mine

I know who

 

UNABASHED

Yours not mine

I know who

 

VILIFICATION

Yours not mine

I know who

 

WRETCHEDNESS

Yours not mine

I know who

 

XENOPHOBIA

Yours not mine

I know who

 

YAHOO

Yours not mine

I know who

 

ZEALOT

Yours not mine

I know who

 

 

© Teresa Helen Joseph-Nelson

12^th May 2022

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LOYALTIES (THE GAME CHANGER)

 

 

LOYALTIES

(The Game Changer constantly)

 

The good, the bad and the ugly

The same people, different but different ways of their own loyalty

Loyalty = Narcissistic Personality

Loyalties = Narcs

Keeping loyal to their own agenda(s) and watch out if you catch them out!

 

They loathe it!

You’ll pay for it!

They are on a mission

They will use any of their tactics within their POWER to keep you LOYAL, their astute, they are not thick or stupid, they are intelligent

 

There are no class distinctions with a narcissistic personality

It’s right across the board

Rich or poor

Even to the colour of their skins

Eyes colour or shape

It makes no difference

Gender, male, female LGBT

Religion

Language (Global)

Makes no difference

 

LOYALTY

They are on a mission

If you haven’t guessed their GAME

 

They have no loyalties to anyone (emotionless) only to themselves

Self-importance

Superiority

Power

Rendering their target POWERLESS (they’ve won)

 

Remember that word LOYALTY

It will use its powers of persuasion (don’t forget they’re on a mission

Narc Tactics

They’ve got every weapon at their disposal

WARFARE

 

They’re charmers, harmers, Pathological abusers

Remember we’re only just their

Puppets

Muppets

Playthings

Toys

That is disposable when they’ve had enough of their source

DISCARDED

IT’S GLOBAL

IT’S HERE IN MY COMMUNITY

IT’S NATIONAL

IT’S THE BRITISH ISLES

IT’S APALLING

 

They cannot disguise it!

Physically, verbally, their voices, facial and body language

It’s right across their board and remit

They know when to do the GAME CHANGER

 

Here is an episode of a Narc whilst I was out for the day, just minding my own business (Yet my real hobby is people watching). Bag of chips (English) cup of coffee with a dollop of cappuccino ice cream in my coffee

 

LOYALTY

A family out on a day trip

I’m in possession of my favourite drink and food

So picture this scene

I sit myself down on my favourite spot and off I go on my usual ‘people watching’

Then noticing a family of 5, father, mother and 3 little girls

It was his face, his eyes (venomous)

“Oh hell I’ve seen this before, hell I know this”

He was right on it!

Venom from his mouth,

Downing his whole family publicly, humiliation.

People are watching, listening in aghast. He’s threatening with his fist clenched public!

I knew then that he was a malignant (abusive) Narc; I could see it in his children’s faces and his wife’s as well

It should have been reported to the Police,  people were too scared to get involved

That was child abuse

Children crying and sobbing

Trembling

He’s got them

 

LOYALTY?

Loyal to them, to destroy what is good

 

DISLOYALTY

Cowardice = cowardly

Emotionless

 

If you are in the act of warfare which they are, that does not fit in their remit/brief

Cowardly act, deed, verbal

No conscious that’s their brief

Visual

Body, language, voice and eyes

Their brief,

No shame or guilt

 

LOYAL?

Jealousy that the family was having a wonderful time out with their buckets and spades

Loyal only to themselves

NO ONE ELSE

SEEK AND DESTRY

FOUL MEANS WITH EVERYTHING AT THEIR DISPOSAL

Their weapons of Warfare

Abeit it be

Words, actions, their eyes

Flying monkeys

 

I’ve seen it too often from my childhood to the present day,

“Satisfied, sneering looks and I’ve got you

Seriously this lady knows all about it, she grew up with 2 Narc (I was adopted) parents (or so called) and 5 of their siblings and they are all Narcs. That also included 2 ex-husbands as well

WISE?   Them or us?

 

Loyalty?

True loyalty

We know the difference

We are the wise ones

 

The world needs to know

The world is going to know

The story continues and will continue till the end

You can’t kill the TRUTH

 

© Teresa Helen Joseph-Nelson

10^th March 2022

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