A
– Z OF A NARCISSITIC PERSONALITY
You
might need a dictionary to hand
So much lost v yet so much to gain
A soul that needed destroying
A soul that held on so tight
A human being to be destroyed
A human being held, hung in there
Yet why the grief/loss
Yet why the anger
You know why
You know who
A world of silence, silenced
A world of anger
A world of rages
Was it worth it?
You know why
You know who
ABUSIVENESS
Their abusive despair, despairing
Their actions
Their traits
Their instincts
Yours not mine
I know who
BRASHNESS
Their arrogance
Their boastfulness
Their rudeness
Their impudence
Their bumptious
Their egotistical, full of themselves
Yours not mine
I know who
CARICATURE
Their reflection
Their balefulness
Their banality
Yours not mine
I know who
THEY BLIEVE IN
Their right
They believe no one matters
No one is right
They’ll override our being
Yours not mine
I’m still standing strong
DESPAIR
Their despairing
Not mine
Why despair
I’m still standing
I’m still alive
Yours not mine
You know who you are
She knows too much
She’s learnt a lot
FRUSTRATIONS
Yours not mine
I know who
GRATIFICATION
Yours not mine
I know who
HATRED
Yours not mine
I know who
IMPUDENCE
Yours not mine
I know who
JUSTIFICATION, JUSTIFIED
Yours not mine
I know who
KEENESS
Yours not mine
I know who
LEGITIMISE
Yours not mine
I know who
MONOPOLISATION
Yours not mine
I know who
NOTHINGNESS
Yours not mine
I know who
OBLIQUE
Yours not mine
I know who
PROFLIGATE
Yours not mine
I know who
QUARRELSOME
Yours not mine
I know who
REPUGNANT
Yours not mine
I know who
SELF-RIGHTEOUS
Yours not mine
I know who
TREACHEROUS, TREACHERY
Yours not mine
I know who
UNABASHED
Yours not mine
I know who
VILIFICATION
Yours not mine
I know who
WRETCHEDNESS
Yours not mine
I know who
XENOPHOBIA
Yours not mine
I know who
YAHOO
Yours not mine
I know who
ZEALOT
Yours not mine
I know who
© Teresa Helen Joseph-Nelson
12th May 2022
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