I
DID AND I DON’T
AND
WON’T ANY MORE
Nothing
has changed
You
didn’t, you never loved me!
I
heard it in the wind
Just
that one voice there in the dam darkness
A
shadowy voice
Yes
a dark, dark voice
That
should have been a warning
To
let it go, ignore it
What
changed you?
Or
is that you have never changed?
It
has been like this since time immortal
Walking
the line
Between
the darkness and light
Never
deciding which one to choose
But
I have been watching
Observing
Taking
it all in
The
visions, the insights, the warnings too
So
dam stupid of me ignoring them
I
DID
AND
I DON’T
AND
WON’T
ANYMORE
The
score card has been scored
There
is no level pegging no more
No
one has lost
And
no one has gained
No
more pain remains
The
anger has gone
You
thought that I was still weak
You
sure got that wrong
You
made the biggest mistake
This
time not me!
Just
take one look
One
long, long look
And
you have never noticed
Taken
note
But
you just didn’t believe it
No
she is still weak
But
then the inevitable happened
I
took that long, long look
Remembered
the old
And
what happened back then
And
came to the conclusion
There
is no way back to then
©
Teresa Joseph Franklin
23rd
July 2013
All
Rights Reserved